oh my gosh!

hello.

So needless to say, I have been a tad bit busy lately. Which made the whole blogging thing hard between 6 day long working weeks and well.. sleeping and eating and all those other things that desperately need to get done. But now. I am here. And here to stay for the next 10 minutes at least!

So yeah, a lot of stuff has been happening.

My pappa was in Norway for a week, here with me a while back, which was great, but 3 days after he got back he had a heart attack, and was in the hospital and surgery. But he is my superman and he got out of it, of course, strong as a horse that one. (: So now he is back home, but at home, Celine and Marcus have the swine flu, they have been piggy infested, so masks are worn around the house. Haha. (: 

But I was so scared for my dad, I was here and they were all down there, and I just wanted to run there, I miss them so much, and wish I could see them and hug them, and be there. 

Lover deg pappan min!

But now. I am gonna lie down, this was all I had time to blog about for now. But I shall be back. Haha. And I will actually do it this time. 

christmas is upon us kiddies.

Hello Hello. (: 

Gosh, I have been super busy or super tired. So, I haven't had the time to fulfill my blog-making duties. But all is well with me, well at least better. 

My last weekend was kinda hectic, I had to go to the emergency room, but nothing huge, just got an asthma meds, which made everything better. But because of this visit, I had to go to the doctors again n Thursday, where he told me I suffered from acute stress, which was why I got 2 days of sick leave, so all of Thursday and Friday I didn't really do much. Well. I cooked, cleaned, bought and set up some apartment stuff, and kept myself entertained, which was so nice. 

During my 2 days of a great deal of time off, I found "Sabrina The Teenage Witch" on YouTube, seriously, you can find anything on there, and it made me SO happy. I used to watch it all the time. It really just made my day.  It was so nice and calming to just sit and watch it.  I was obsessed with that show when I was younger, that and "Clueless", I used to bed my mom and dad to let me stay up so I could watch it, but only once a week. Ha. 

Instead of making a huuuge list of all the events that happened this week, I am just gonna sum it up:

Things I L<3ve This Week:

- I found "Sabrina the Teenage Witch" on YouTube

- How they have started selling christmas stuff in the store already!! 

God. It makes me so happy. Soon I am gonna start decorating. Ha. I love Christmas!!! It makes me all warm and fuzzy on the inside.

- I love how I have talked to my mamma&brother&sister a lot this week. Makes me happy.

- I also love how I made home made mashed potatoes and brownie again this week! :D

Well, I better be off, but I will try and get better at this whole blogging thing. Ha. (: 

Have a good night. :D

brownies!

Such a long week!

I wasn't really expecting to work as much as I did this week, but of course, things came up, and of course, I got called in, but I mean, I mind, but not really because I really, really need the money, and I make good money, so I am sure I will be happy when I get my pay check. Ha. 

I did have lunch with my grandma though, which was super nice. We just walked around at the mall, and she bought me the most practical thing I have gotten in a while, it's a coat hanger that you don't need to nail to the wall, you just put it over the door, and it has made it so much less cluttered in my living room. I didn't know I had so many coats and scarves. 

But right now I am sitting here, eating pølser, I made brownies though, and I am quite excited to eat that later. But now, I am just gonna relax before I have to go back to work tomorrow morning. So be good, have fun. (: 

Good night. :D

i <3 sundays!

I love Sundays, they make me all calm and nice.  Sundays are by far my favorite day of the week.  I love being alone and just enjoying the day.  But today I had a weird experience when I was at the store.  I was standing in line and this old man is standing behind me, I looked back at him because he seemed kinda sad, and when I looked at him, he was staring at me, so I smiled nicely and turned back around and was kinda freaked out.  Then he nudges me, so I turn around prepared to be all pissed and bitchy, and he smiles at me and tells me I look a lot like his late wife, he just wanted to tell me that that was why he was staring at me.  It kinda broke my heart a little bit.  This old man was filled with so much sadness. I just wanted to hug him and make all his pain go away.  And when I was about to leave he waved and smiled.  I felt so bad for him.  Weird experience though.  That was all he said to me.  Gosh.  I don't like it when people are sad.  Makes me sad. 

back on the north pole...

...And I am back...

Back at the freakin' North Pole, it's so cold here compared to Sarajevo it's insane. And to top it all off my apartment is freezing as well, and the plane was delayed. Not very cool, but I was driven home by Håkon&Linda, which was great. (:

So, a little update of my week. 

Linda and myself arrive from a cold Norway to the heated Split, we arrived early and sit and wait for the boys, who eventually did come.  We spend the first 2 days at the beach just chillin. Which was great. (: 

Then, back to Sarajevo.  On the way, we met upon the wild horses that are known in some area in the mountains.

 I, myself, am terrified of horses, so I asked Eldar that if I got out of the car if the horses started coming to close, if he would protect me.. He agreed, being the gentleman that he is.  Seconds after this picture was taken, the horses started running, and, of course, since they are WILD horses, Linda&I started running too. Sprinting towards the car, but guess who was already by the car by the time we got half way, yes, Eldar. I have never ever seen someone run so fast.  So, so much for my protector! Hahah!!

After surprising my family, since I didn't tell them I was coming, I just chilled with the family. Did a little shopping, had a sister sister day, which was also very nice. (: 

After a great week, my pappa drove me to Split, I slept the whole way, I think he wishes he was sleeping the whole drive.  Then met up with Linda&Jasko, and Linda and I were back home, in the very, very, very cold North!

From beach to snow, always a shock to the system. 

Well, I am gonna try and get some unpacking done, but after finishing Batman&Robin! :D

packing.. going home soon..

Ugh. Gosh. I hate packing so bad, especially when I am just going home and I am packing just to go a couple of hours and then I have to UNpack, which sucks even more, because that means cleaning the apartment at home too. Hahah. 

My packing is not making a great deal of improvements right now, but I am sure I will get it done.. But it takes so much longer when you really don't wanna do it, plus I have so much I need to squeeze into this tiny bag.

Better get crack-a-lackin. 

Wish me luck. (: 

a life time ago

"Many years have gone,

I glance back to see

Growing up here was good

Many people say that don't you ever forget it.

Try to come back soon."

It's always somewhat weird coming back home to Sarajevo, it seems like so long ago that I lived here, I love it here, I do. But it always makes me think of everything I have been through, all the changes, all the things I have done, all the things I wanna do, all the things I desperately want to get done, but just never seem to get done. So I dunno, makes me think being back here. Being here always makes me question everything I am doing, what I am doing with my life, the people in my life. But usually it just brings back great memories. A lot of great memories and great things happened down here, I loved living here. But that is in the past now, which is weird to think about. It was where I learnt how to speak English, make my first best friend, my first kiss, first time I fell in love, first time I shaved my legs, first time I got my legs waxed, first time I on purpose made someone else cry. All events I think about when I am back here, maybe not in that exact order, but I am pretty sure they all pop into my head when I am left here too long.

But whenever I think about Bosnia, I start thinking about IB and all the great people I had the pleasure of meeting when I moved back to Norway, I do miss them a great deal, I miss high school, it was so easy back then, even though we didn't think so. Not that my life is uber hard right now, it was easier to just have to think about the future, like it was some far off thing that we would never catch up to, but now that it's actually here. Its a little different. Working, living alone, being in a different country then my family is weird, not that I wasn't expecting it, it's just different when it actually happens.

But a lot of great memories!

I miss you all!

We do need an IB reunion soon. (:

sitting on my bed in sarajevo looking up at the moon.

God, I am in such a weird mood, I mean, I am all for blogs, I, myself, am an avid blog reader, just never really envisioned myself getting one of my own, but maybe I will find it somewhat comforting or something like that. Anywho, I do like the idea of having like an online diary type thing. But trust me, takes a lot for me to actually do this, I kinda had this internal promise I would never do this (again, I am all for blogs, I do love them, so no offense to everyone that has one.)

Moving on, I am now sitting on my super old bed that I have had for ages, and looking out the sky light at the moon, which is so nice, makes me feel all warm on the inside. I hear Celine working hard on her homwork on the other side of the door, which is also quite nice, I like having her close. Today after school we were downstairs and we had nothing to do, so we started having our spit fights, seriously, as I write this, I realize how absolutely nasty it sounds that we have spit fights, but I would like to point out that we do not actually spit on each other, we put spit on our hands, then wipe it on each other. Hahah. But yeah, I guess that doesn't really make it that much better....

(Writing this after attempting to add pictures to the blog) So, I tried adding pictures and I did get the pictures on here, but they are NOT where I want them to be, which is annoying me probably a lot more then it should. Better work on that.

Well, I guess I better just publish this puppy and see how it works out. I mean, gotta start somewhere, riiiight?

Good night for now all. (: